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I'm having my bgs exam tommorrow. Not very prepared for it. Its 3.30am now already and I just want to come here and write something. There are many things I would like to write about but currently do not have to mood to write them down. That's just me, always procrastinating about the things I want to do. I am not a man of my word. I don't keep promises. Especially promises to myself. Sometimes I just feel like I am not kind towards myself. HAHA.

Argghh. Don't know how will I do for my BGS tommorrow.

Hmm. Recently I have been feeling guilty. So many secrets I have kept from people. The feeling of guilt is building up. But I know I cannot reveal these secrets. But time is runnning out. I hope everything will be over soon. When I was young, I always hope for time to turn back. But gradually as i grow up, I know it is never possible. The only direction now is for me to look forward. Hopefully there is light at the end of the tunnel and that tunnel would not be too long till the end.

When I was in secondary school, my chinese teacher taught me a lesson about turning point in life. He say that in everyone's life, there is bound to be a turning point which will eventually shape the person into what he is. I agree with him, but I find that there is not just 1 turning point in our life only. Life is about many turning points. Where are the turning points then? They are all around us. People around us are the turning point which shape our lives. Every single person in our life has a role to play, our neighbour, our teachers, our friends, our loved ones, our enemies, or even the auntie who sells you char kway tiao. I must say that the person I am now is certainly because of the environment I was brought up in. But I am not ashamed of what I am now. I am happy that at least I am still alive here able to write on this post. I just hope that one day, I could be directed towards the right direction to become the person that I want to be and I hope that the people around me could be positively influenced by me as well! <-- ALL CRAP

I am really tired of my current status in my life already. I need a new change! I need something to light up my life! Where is it????