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Monday, November 06, 2006 11:57 AM

suicide bomber

i feel like a suicide bomber now.. ready to explode anytime..

the alevels is a monster.. its stretching me apart.. first time feel so stressed out by studies..

chemistry, biology and math is haunting me everynight before i go to sleep.. whenever i close my eyes, organic chem appeared, equations came into my mind and biology diagrams filled my mind.. its just like everytime after i play mahjong then at night i will keep dreaming of mahjong.. its the same feeling..

its the first time i feel i ever studied so much but i am still not feeling confident.. previous major exams i also never really study so much and i still acheived my target.. but this time, in my opinion, i feel i studied a lot but i duno if i will acheive my target or not.. i have been lucky twice.. will i be third time unlucky?

arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

on the bright side, i have no other worries except for the a levels.. so that's a good thing..

got a long battle ahead from tuesday to thursday.. hope can come out of it victorious and unscathed.. im praying again.. last minute hug buddha's leg hoping he can help me..


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