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Monday, November 27, 2006 2:12 AM

emptiness..

exam is over but there's a weird feeling in me now.. this feeling is hard to describe but the best word to describe it is emptiness..

maybe its because suddenly there's no pressure on me to do well academically and there are no deadlines ahead for me.. i am trying to find joy and fun in this period but sometimes a surge of emptiness just hits me and my mood will be adversely affected..

i think i am going to find a job soon.. the reason? simple.. i nid $$$.. and partly its to earn enough money so that i can go to hongkong with the bgang guys.. i think they are going in january so i need to get a job to earn at least a few hundred to fund myself for the trip..

was pretty glad that the bgang saturday soccer was resumed.. it was a session with plenty of action and fun as usual and of course there were the funny moments and freak goals ocassionally.. playing bridge was our favourite wet weather program.. afta the soccer session we went to hongyun's house to rot.. everyone was tired and were just lazing around.. saw a few of the bgang guy's partners and i felt happy for them as they found someone and got themself out of the single status(for those who haven, jiayou).. we found the dices and the tools for the ji bao sai zi le game and we played.. whacking each other's hand and the funny moments took away the tiredness in all of us..

hoping that the emptiness will go away soon and i can find a job real soon..


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